I actually have no idea why i’ve created a new Tumblr account. Maybe i just want some where to put my boring thoughts that i make myself sound stupid speaking out aloud about. I can honestly say though, i’ve changed so much since i last wrote what i felt or thought on here. I feel like i’m completely different, people say i’m more mature but i think it’s down to feeling settled for once. I guess i don’t feel like everything is mixed up constantly. I don’t feel like i don’t know where i’m going or what i’m doing. I can actually say i am genuinely happy. Although being happy appears to be boring according to some people. I’m not the old Jessie who smoked like a chimney, swore like a bloke and couldn’t give a damn about anything. I have control over what is happening.