I should be getting excited by the decisions i’m making this year. By that i mean choosing which university i want to go to. But i seem to be trying to choose any other option but university. I understand that the whole university experiance is something that most people want and need. I know that’s the same for me, i need to grow up and find myself but being with you is allowing me to do exactly that. I want to hurry up and start my life with you and i know university just restricts that for us. I keep thinking to myself that i can start a career for myself without university so why bother with it? I think i’ve came to the decision that i’m going to apply for university but put my place on hold till next year. So much can happen in a year, i’m hoping i find a decent well paid job that i enjoy while building myself up a portfolio while earning money. I have no idea what is going to happen, all i know is that i love you.