I’m literally laughing at myself. I’m laughing at how up and down my moods have been the last couple of days. One minute i’m in tears and the next i have a beaming smile on my face because i realise hey my life’s pretty great. Today i didn’t help myself though, i snuggled up on the sofa with my duvet watching extremely cheesey Disney movies. Not the classics but the lame ones like camp rock. I’m a total loser at the fact i have no idea why they made me cry and got me so emotional but they did haha.

Tonight was lovely though, Mother Mateer came back from town bearing gifts for me and Baileys. We then cooked dinner together and sat up to the table talking about everything that was on my mind. I take my Mum for granted sometimes, we’ve been getting on so well recently which definitely makes me realise just how much i do appreciate her. My gorgeous Summer May was lovely tonight aswell, i’ve been so reserved the last couple of days. It was nice to just let her know how i was feeling. I take it for granted how well she knows me and how easy it is for her to help me understand things. I’m so lucky to know her, let alone be able to call her mine. I wish the weekend would hurry up so i can have her spider monkey cuddles constantly.

I can’t wait till the next couple of months, there’s so much going on and i wish it would all hurry up.